butterflykjo06's Xanga

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 14:05:07 GMT

i don't write in this anymore so if u want my new site ask and i'll give it to you

Friday, March 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 02:10:14 GMT

U kno, it's not rly anyone's rite to tell my whole god damn family my buisness. i can't trust anyone but mallory and megan and maia. If ur upset b/c i did something, plz don't go off and tell our whole family. That rly hurt dad. i'm lost at words. i don't kno wut to say. but i kno i'm not gonna talk to anyone about this. NOBODY!

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 21:05:50 GMT

Hey! wuts up? today was ok, we got out of school for easter today!!! yea!! no school. Oh yea and yesterday i found out that my brother told my dad and mom a seceret of mine. Which i didn't want them to kno yet, but now they do and now i can't trust my brother b/c i told him not to tell anyone. And it wasn't his place to tell them. So, now i kno who not to trust wit some of my secerets. I'm very mad at him for that. And my aunt told my parents that i tell to many personal things on this xanga site. hum, not rly b/c only my friends read it nobody else. And all it says is my name and my b-day. I'm sry, i don't think it's inappropriate to tell my name.& I don't have my full name on here and other people have the same b-day as me.Anyways! Sunday i'm goin to my Mimi's for easter. Just me, mom, and matthew are goin to mimi's new house. It's two stories, 3 bed rooms 2 baths. I can't wait to see it.Well, i guess i've said enough! Mal, call me plz, we need to talk about somethin. LUV YA!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 02:03:57 GMT

HEHE! I HAD THE BEST DAY EVER! OK OK IT WAS MEAN BUT FUNNIE...THIS IS WUT HAPPENED! OK, I TOOK THE POEM DANIEL WROTE ME FOR V-DAY TO SCHOOL AND I WAS GONNA GIVE IT TO HIM BUT I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE SO AFTER SCHOOL I WENT UP TO HIM AND HIS NEW "FAT"(SHE RLY IS) GF AND SAID "HERE, I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE; MAYBE U CAN GIVE IT TO UR NEW GF" AND SHE SAID"OOKKAAYY" AND I SAID"OK MY ASS BITCH" AND WALKED OFF!!! I BET HE'S SOOO FUCKIN MAD AT ME BUT I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT ANYTHIN TO DO WIT HIM. I GAVE THE TEDDY BEAR HE GAVE ME TO MY CUZIN AND MY MOM ACCIDENTLY THROU AWAY ALL THE LETTERS HE WROTE ME(AND SOME OF MAL'S TOO) AND HE NEEDED HIS ID FOR SCHOOL AND I GAVE THAT BACK TO HIM TODAY SO ALL I HAD LEFT WAS THE POEM AND SO I GAVE THAT BACK TO HIM TOO! I'M SOOO GLAD FOR MY BF(BEST FRIEND) SHE'S SOOOOOOOOO IN <3 WIT HER BOYFRIEND. U CAN TELL IT IN HER EYES WHEN SHE LOOK AT HIM, AWWWWWWW I WANNA FALL IN LOVE!!!!:( WELL I'M GONNA GO SO I CAN CHAT WIT HER! LUV YA BUNCHES! OH AND DANIEL IF U READ THIS, DON'T TALK TO ME ANYMORE OK? OK THANKZ

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 23:28:01 GMT

today has been so fuckin borin. nothin to do and my mom and step dad were gone pretty much the whole day and i have school tmrw. that sucks big ass!!!! fuck school.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:32:16 GMT

ya'll this is my fav. song, "the truth is" by fantasia, it reminds me of daniel

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, I smiled and then
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shed a couple laughs, shed some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for brunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my furs, walked away and that was that

[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I that the fault mines
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messed up he's not mine (Because I know)

[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 20:35:20 GMT

WUZ UP!!!man, i watched "with out a paddle" today and that movies cracks me up. and i also watched "the girl next door" and that was a good movie. not much to talk about.i've been e-mailin daniel but i guess he rly doesn't want to talk to me b/c he hasn't e-mailed me once. but oh well. anyways...doug, i'm on line now!! but ur not so...yea....i'm goin shoppin tmrw! yeah! new clothes! OMG it's hot in here. well i'm gonna go, luv ya bunches every1!

Monday, March 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 04:24:05 GMT

today has been SO F-IN borin! i had to clean my room and and kitchen,ugh!!! u kno wut i just realized that i haven't talked to mal all day...that's sad b/c i always call her. i can't believe i have nothing to do for spring break. daniel got kicked out of his house i think either that or he moved back to his dad's. so now i won't see him at school. oh well, it's better for me not to see him. man, u should she his new gf, she's rly fat and UGLY!!!! well, that's what everyone has told me, i guess i'm gonna jet b/c i'm chattin wit some of my friends! lata!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 05:20:16 GMT

man today was really borin until i went to mal's house and we went to a party and chilled. and my mom was suppose to pick me up at mal's at 10pm but she fell asleep b/c she's got this fever and it's lik 102.3 and she kinna in a way forgot to pick me up so i rly didn't get home until 12pm b/c mal's parents had to bring me. oh well, i'm sorry mal's parents for that. and so is my mom. but it was worth it and i just got home.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 22:42:49 GMT

man. today was funnie! i dressed up really cute and i saw daniel lookin but i didn't look at him i just kept on smilin and walked on by! it was funnie. Big Pat said that i looked hot today. wut a fruit cake and mal said i looked hot too!!!:)